Wait...They Don't Love You Like I Love You.

Sometimes New Girl & this song can make you do things you never thought you would.

This Is Real Life People

Winds Come Tear It Apart

This week has been one full of drastic ups and downs. I'm on a emotional roller coaster y'all. Halloween was a serious up. That party was awfully crazy I wish we'd taped it. Let's be honest I was on cloud nine. Oh but don't worry I didn't actually wear the MASS bow pictured below in my hair. After Monday though I acted much like your typical teenage girl. I've wallowed in bed more than I should [even if that meant missing class]. Maybe it's the frigid weather, maybe it's my loss of hope or maybe I'm just a hormonal monster. Either way I've spent too much time eating food out of pans and wearing over sized t-shirts. The sad thing is I don't see myself knocking out of it anytime soon.

HOLY FETCH. Guess what? On Monday when life wasn't hating me, I found out that Ryan Gosling is the singer of one of the bands I have religiously listened to.How I didn't already know this is beyond me but you can only imagine what that did for my love. Yup, it tripled it. This has been my anthem the last couple of days.

Holla At Cha Boy

Lately I've been having unexplainable days. Oh and I basked in the magnificence of STG last week. I don't want to share with you all my confusion. Instead I am going to list  some things that make me terribly happy. As of October 24, 2011 these things bring me joy.

1. The beautiful changes that are taking place in nature

2. Warm embraces from people that I love and reuniting with friends

3. I'm the proud owner of the She & Him Christmas album which is awesome

4. Wedding videos

5. Adjusting to my surroundings and making new friends

6. Star burst smoothies from Jazzy and Durangos

7. Running in the middle of nowhere

8. Candy corns

9. The smells and clothing that come with fall

10. There is only one more week until no shave November begins

11. Being able to write things like this on my blog without feeling pressure to impress followers

12. My new glasses

13. Carving pumpkins and filming scary movies

14. The background on my computer (bearded Ryan Gosling)

15. Pinterest

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY

C'est La Vie

I'm going to neglect detail about my life right now, although it is much needed. There is a ... at the end of my story and I simply want to throw up whenever I think about it.I can't eat, I can't sleep and I sure can't think hard enough to accomplish my piles of homework. This is what my life sounds like right now. (No I am not obsessed with Little Miss Sunshine, it has just been in alignment with my feelings lately.) I swear one day I will figure things out.

Super Freak

The walls in my apartment are paper thin and everyone hears every little sound.Seriously though, one time I let out a quiet sneeze and my roommate said bless you in the next room. Right now my roommate and her friends are listening to super freak and I couldn't help but be reminded of this gem. Ignore the fact that it's in Spanish and focus on the beauty of the dance moves.

This Just In.

1. Sometimes people tow cars at one in the morning just for kicks. In which case you have to go get it from a lot and pay 175 bones.

2. A root beer freeze from Taco Amigo is the sweetest of sweet.

3. Regardless of how much you don't like BYU you can still have a killer time at one of their games. Side note: contrary to popular belief BYU fans are not always nice, some can be serious scrooges.

4. The required reading material for American civilization is far from thrilling.

5. High school reunions are a good idea, especially when it includes eating IHOP.  

6. Conference weekend is a good weekend & Dallin & I can make a mean batch of cookies.  

7. When my home girls come to visit, everyone is happy!

I'm going home in two days and I couldn't be more excited! Till next time.